





Then, I had a baby again. Maybe because labor was easy or maybe because I've learned to soak it all in, but I remember the cord, the attachment of my baby to her life source.
And for a couple weeks I was reminded of it every time I saw the dark little cord dangling from her belly. I remember when it fell of, I joked that I was sad because it made her not new, newborn anymore.
But she still has the button. And I love it. I have 6 little belly buttons all serving as a reminder that I was linked to and the life-giver to 6 beautiful people.
Though the pregnancies daunting, the symbolism of their belly buttons is beautiful. They're linked to me. A permanent mark that someone...me, supported their life for 9 months. They were nourished because of our attachment.
I think about when they're grown up, dads and moms themselves. They will still go on carrying the mark that we are connected. I'm their mom. They are my children.
A permanent marking of a sacred bond between me and my 6. The belly button.
Seems you've a glimpse as to the why of your special baby book keepsake.
ReplyDeleteSuch a sweet post ~ I love you
Maybe I should have kept them...nah;) love you too mom:)
Deleteatticus loves to touch and tickle and talk about his "button" but in all those times i have never thought of it like this. i am amazed at we mothers - all putting different pictures and word to this profound connection we feel to our children (and them to us whether they know it or not) - but all saying the same thing. i love this addition to the mother's dictionary of love. it ring beautiful and true to my mother's heart.
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DeleteNow those are some cute kids!
ReplyDeleteThis is beautiful Jamie!! I will never look at my kids' belly buttons the same way again. :)
ReplyDeletexoxo- Amie Johnson
Thanks amie:)
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