A few weeks back my 4th born and I were talking about belly buttons. What are they? Why do we have them? I explained that they come in all different shapes and sizes...innies, outies, big and little, some pristine and some with lint...that his fed him when he was in my belly. And that was that. We were off to the next thing, maybe thomas toys for him and keeping house for me.
Then, I had a baby again. Maybe because labor was easy or maybe because I've learned to soak it all in, but I remember the cord, the attachment of my baby to her life source.
And for a couple weeks I was reminded of it every time I saw the dark little cord dangling from her belly. I remember when it fell of, I joked that I was sad because it made her not new, newborn anymore.
But she still has the button. And I love it. I have 6 little belly buttons all serving as a reminder that I was linked to and the life-giver to 6 beautiful people.
Though the pregnancies daunting, the symbolism of their belly buttons is beautiful. They're linked to me. A permanent mark that someone...me, supported their life for 9 months. They were nourished because of our attachment.
I think about when they're grown up, dads and moms themselves. They will still go on carrying the mark that we are connected. I'm their mom. They are my children.
A permanent marking of a sacred bond between me and my 6. The belly button.
Then, I had a baby again. Maybe because labor was easy or maybe because I've learned to soak it all in, but I remember the cord, the attachment of my baby to her life source.
And for a couple weeks I was reminded of it every time I saw the dark little cord dangling from her belly. I remember when it fell of, I joked that I was sad because it made her not new, newborn anymore.
But she still has the button. And I love it. I have 6 little belly buttons all serving as a reminder that I was linked to and the life-giver to 6 beautiful people.
Though the pregnancies daunting, the symbolism of their belly buttons is beautiful. They're linked to me. A permanent mark that someone...me, supported their life for 9 months. They were nourished because of our attachment.
I think about when they're grown up, dads and moms themselves. They will still go on carrying the mark that we are connected. I'm their mom. They are my children.
A permanent marking of a sacred bond between me and my 6. The belly button.
Seems you've a glimpse as to the why of your special baby book keepsake.
ReplyDeleteSuch a sweet post ~ I love you
Maybe I should have kept them...nah;) love you too mom:)
Deleteatticus loves to touch and tickle and talk about his "button" but in all those times i have never thought of it like this. i am amazed at we mothers - all putting different pictures and word to this profound connection we feel to our children (and them to us whether they know it or not) - but all saying the same thing. i love this addition to the mother's dictionary of love. it ring beautiful and true to my mother's heart.
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DeleteNow those are some cute kids!
ReplyDeleteThis is beautiful Jamie!! I will never look at my kids' belly buttons the same way again. :)
ReplyDeletexoxo- Amie Johnson
Thanks amie:)
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